So I went to the AA last night after work. It was the pretty much the same group that was there when I was going before. Everyone was very friendly as always and seemed happy to see me back. It was pretty uneventful. When the time came for people to share stories I decided to stay quite. Maybe ill talk next time. I will be going on Thursdays each week for a while. When I attended the first time around which was months ago I was going for the wrong reasons. I was basically going in an attempt to show the STBX that I was trying to make a change in my life. I was hoping she would follow but she didn't. This time around its for me and my children. So step one has officially began.
I also found another outlet. There is a weekly ping pong tournament in town also on Thursday nights. After AA I went and signed up. I wasn't the best there but wasn't the worst either. This is something I will be doing on Thursdays for a while as well. Its lots of fun and the guys there are hilarious! They were all wearing 80s style outfits complete with sweat bands lol!
So, im still doing pretty well. im far from out of the woods but I feel that im finally on my way.
I have the kids this weekend too! I cant wait. We are going to hang out at home tonight but tomorrow we are going to my friend's son's birthday party. They have a pool and it has been super hot down here.
Also, I have about one more week on the buildings I have been working on since September 2014! it seems to good to be true. I am taking a vacation after that. I haven't had a vacation in years. Im not sure what im going to do yet but I will figure it out.
As always thanks for your support and I hope everyone is doing well.
M:39 W:40 S:10 S:7 D:12 BD:3/5/15 Separate BR:3/5/15 W moved out with kids 1/3/16
