So I know it's not advised to speak with mutual friends when it comes to my current sich but I have just got off the phone and had a rather interesting conversation.
My W has finely "opened up" regarding her decision and what she has said is nothing short of a joke. She is certain she is no longer in love with me and that she fought to try and make it work, when challenged on this she said that she fought inwardly for a whole 2 months, 2 MONTHS! Apparently an 8 year relationship is only worth 2 months of inner conflict before she kicks me out the house. She went on to say that it wouldn't bother her if I was to start up a relationship with someone else and she is 100% certain she will never change her mind.
Well let's see how she feels when she is the person being left behind, when she is left feeling abandond. I'm done crying, I'm done losing sleep questioning everything that's going on. Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life and if she doesn't want to be a part of it then it's her loss.
Sorry if this post is a bit of a rant but I'm offended by her lack of commitment in our marriage.
