Almost 10 weeks since she said she didnt love me

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Hi JksD, I am letting go of that fear or at least growing numb to it. Atleast that is what it feels like.

As for my wife wanting what she can't have. Im afraid by then i will probably have moved on. That is a new fear now. That no matter what my family is broken no matter what i do.

Before her i was purposeless, empty, just living for the thrill day by day, doing everything with gusto. If i didn't settle down i'd probably end up being a nomad. I still feel the call, heck if we didnt have kids i'd probably pack my gear, hop on a motorcycle and disappear.