The trigger that started it was the mean colleague. Issues about the new place are starting to get to me. I am getting worried about whether I will be able to move into my new place on time as the contractors I have seen have been giving me various quotes and timelines.
Any delays in moving in will mean that I will incur additional costs in extending my lease. As it is, the new place and the works required are costing me more than what I have expected.
And the x's birthday is coming up soon. He hadn't asked kid to spend the day with him and I won't be offering. I have prepared a gift and a card for him but I won't get kid to wish him happy birthday. Last year, he promised to see kid and then dropped her to spend his birthday with TP.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.