Cali(such a sweet guy), bttrfly, 123Gwen, Sotto, and Twin Mom (and anyone else who reads) thanks so much for your kind words. I don't post much although I do read a fair amount and I am always floored by the capacity and determination of people on this board. I probably sounded like I was ready to mainline some Drano, huh? I didn't mean to be so dramatic. I get that way on occasion.

Like most peeps on the planet, I have a lot of stuff on my plate (although mine is really a funky, vintage boho style platter).Desperately need to sell my house as it is too much work and move closer to my best friend and inlaws (northern suburbs). Too much to bore everyone with...I do enjoy meeting people. No desire to date. Wish I did. Sounds like a truckload of work and I just. don't. have. that. in. me. Other stuff to deal with like everyone else. Blah, Blah, Blah.

Vacation coming up soon. Enjoying the pool with my people. Focusing on positive changes and just trying to avoid the men for a while. Except that I have many close male friends and that can get a little sticky sometimes. Occasionally, I put myself on guyatus and it is a good thing. I have much bigger issues to focus on although I must admit, it IS a bizarre feeling not to want to date or be in a relationship. I think that feeling alone has been challenging for me to wrap my head around.

I am always reminded of how much good is in my life and how every fortunate I am to have 3 crazy kids, wonderful friends, and the best ex inlaws anyone could ask for. Nothing beats a good laugh and I try to enjoy the little things. Admittedly, some days are easier than others. And I know everyone here relates to that feeling.

Sending you all lots of love and positive thoughts. xoxo



3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
"Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer