I've just realised there is nothing I can do to sort or save my marriage! W is determined to check out!

I'm currently in the house with the kids, no energy, no drive, just want to curl up into a ball and give up on life!

Everyone keeps tell me I will be ok, I can't see away out of where I am!

Me: 40 W: 36
T21 M17
S12 D10 D10
ILYBNILWY
EA happened.
PA happened.
June 2016
trying to piece our M and life's back together...