14 days of sheer hell, part 7

[DDJ]

@doodler, always thought that I was an over-achiever. an ego thing which i need to lose.

@sotto, always helpful. I most likely use all convo's to talk about her infidelity. I understand where the pain and hurt is coming from. I'm conscious to the daggers that i throw her and that it does not help. I'm now able to see this and stop myself.

I'm not in the right place to work on forgiveness yet, as i think that the focus will be in the wrong place, especially since she's still doing it. Maybe in time i'll get there.

I don't think that i am downplaying my actions, I am 51% to blame for getting us there, but def not here. Keep it coming :-)