True, we get taught that you can't really love someone else until you learn to love yourself. I've never looked in the mirror and asked myself these hard questions. I've never needed do.
I know i'm not broken anymore, my focus is on me. But i still need to find out how broken I really was to make sure that I am able to piece with myself. Fully let go of my past and move forward.
My STBXWW just called me now, frivolous call about white sauce for supper. She ended it with "i love you". I just kept quiet. She says, "You can at least say thank you" softly. I say "you're welcome". She then replies with, "you know that I really do love you". I then said "Bye".
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
