Hi Kyler. It does get easier but you have to keep yourself busy and get yourself a life doing the things that you always wanted to. There is always hope but living in it doesn't help you move forward.
Do you see an IC , I won't have dreamed of going to one before all this happened to me but now I can't praise them enough. You can't cope with this on your own so get help
Post often mate , lots of people on here have suffered as you are. The vets on here are priceless and they will chime in when they think they can help but you have to give them as much info as you can
Take each day as it comes and know that life can chang very quickly