Yesterday was a weird day. Xh must have been stressed because I could feel anxiety when we talked. He worked in his back yard most of the afternoon and evening. He is still trying to make his house and yard pretty to show. Xh made several comments that he is tired of doing everything his self around there and he cannot wait until the house sells so he will be out of there.
I did not let his attitude bring me down. As a matter of fact I went to get a haircut, (I dont like it, new stylist since I moved and its too short!!) I had dinner with my mom and watched TV for a while. Xh called me around 8:30 from his cell phone, I found that rather odd because he hardly ever calls me from his cell when he is at home, we talked for a few minutes. He complained about Ow (now his room mate) not helping him do anything, and how he is so tired. I told him that he works so hard at work and at home, but I bet the back yard looks great. This seemed to boost his spirit a little!
When we let each other go he told me sweet dreams and I said the same.
I did not sleep well last night, I was trying to analize every second of that day. Trying to pin point why he was acting like an alien again.
Good news is that he called me at 5:30 this morning to make sure I woke up in a good mood, told me that he missed me and asked me if I was still planning on going with him and his family out to dinner tonight for his parents anniversary. I reassured him I would be there and wished him a good day. What a relief!
We have talked all morning long. He has called to just say hi and that he misses me and cant wait to see me tonight.
We also made plans to go see my nephews derby car races on Sat.
I cannot believe I lost sleep over his bad mood. Much better this afternoon though!


Halo Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.