You're right, and he's coming tomorrow. I can't wait. When he's here, it feels like I'm on track and working hard on me and us. He inspires me to work, to go further than I think I can. When he's gone, I just feel like I'm stuck in neutral. I guess I just miss him so much, it opens up my mind to everything.
I've got something going on Saturday and have taken care of some stuff around the house today.
I think one thing I can do to get things out is to write. I've done it a little, and it really helps clear my mind and keeps me from thinking too much, texting when I know I shouldn't, etc.
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.