Working on me and letting it play out

[cbtdad]

Just coming into my thread to journal a little
S and I are up in the mountains for a couple nights
For some reason I find myself stressing about W and I have snooped on our phone pill a lot. Something I haven't been doing for a few weeks
All of sudden it's like an addiction again.
Not sure if it's because I'm out of town or what
I mean what difference does it make. I can't control what she is doing while I'm in town or not.
Anyways I came here to get it out and set a goal.
Not gonna check bill for rest of trip