Jzmill,

Keep yourself busy, that will help in forgetting what H is doing. I know it is hard but thinking about your WAS will do nothing to help you.

Do something different for yourself. I know I still have a long way to go for me but I keep trying, you can do this.

I feel your hurt that you want to reach out to H but you need to let him reach out to you. The more you contact him the more you will push him away and ensure you are his plan B.

Stay positive.

H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6
S-9,8,8,6,4
S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15
EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16
PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16
XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16
Finally moving forward...