Think H is deep in fog. I do not want ro feel defeated but somewhat do. I am so emotionally drained.

Having the misc and this sitch all combined is more then can handle. I was actually looking into this retreat for women to help deal with stress and to help with healing and getting back to self. sounds like its about 3 months.

Not sure if considered running away/how would help us? but I need to think about me and thinking of discussing with H?