Well I humored her for dinner, had a nice time actually. I do think these little moments allow her insight into what she's missing as my family and I were talking about all the fine we had. towards the end she started talking to D about going to Europe somewhere down the road to which I jumped in that I'm planning to go with D next year. I think this irked her a little as she wants to be a part of a trip like that... so be it, she's making her own choices right now.

After D was asleep she started talking to me about her Job and complaining, I used this opportunity to validate her a little...

For the first time in a while, I didn't have any "strong" feelings towards her when I was looking at her, sure I still love her but attraction wasn't there like it usually is. Is this a sign of "Detaching"?

She ended up crashing with D again last night, her $'s are running short she's been spending quite a bit and I think that's going to hit her hard pretty soon.

OM I think is either out of town or things are fizzling as she hasn't been there since the ~18th or 19th (no I'm not tracking, but I can tell by a change in her behavior) - I haven't looked at the mileage on her car since the 20th... not easy!


Me: 40 W: 45
T: 13, M: 11
1 D: 9

Suspect A 6/15
ILBINILWY 8/15, and 3/16
EA/PA Discovered 3/16
EA admitted 3/16
W Moved out 4/16
W opens R talk and says A over 1/17