Toast - burnt or just right

[rich4j]

It's hard to take at times. I think of all the things she has done wrong in our relationship and as many have said here....it is a 2 way street.

With her, it is all my wrong doings that has led her astray and this point.

I am in such a down cycle now as I think she is about to blow up our separation agreeement that will preclude the divorce agreement Why can't she just agree to what we had "agreed upon" already so we can move on?

I only expect things to get better apart but also have that suspucion that her life will turn upside down in a bad way once I am gone