You are acting on your feelings.TThat is understandable.But feelings change and hence should not be the basis of your actions. Think this through more, please. I am not saying you need to snuggle but you need to be sure it is in your bests interest.
Your W cannot give you what you want right now. You feel rejected and hurt by this. You feel pathetic to give affection that is nit reciprocated.These feelings are normal and justified. I am sure you feel much mote than that. But try to remove your feelings from your decisions and your actions.
Work towards a better R, not away from a bad one.
Have you had any fun today? Did you laugh today? Any fin plans lined up?
R 25 years M 14 years S11 & S13 Working on it alone since Oct 2014 M in trouble a lot earlier (~2 years) Feb 2016. 1st R chat in a yr. Next R chat Aug'17 Still together