14 days of sheer hell, part 7

[DDJ]

I wanted to add her back onto my phone to get files whilst on vacation and then delete her again, she joked that I could name her contact "whore that broke my heart".she actually said it without solicitation.

I simple called her spouse.

Anyhows, I'm thinking about the words broken and heart, with my analytical mind. Did she really break my heart? Was it not always broken? I never knew love for God, my mother, my son, my family and friends, myself.

As for heart, well it feels much more full than its ever been.

Her and I were destined to be together. And now destined to be apart. I do not know what the future holds, but I'll give that to God to control.