Good luck sweetie. It's hard, and IMO you can just let your heart feel what it wants. Cry a bit and then keep moving forward with the same grace as always.
You are an amazing person and I would love to be there and help with the move. It's hard work, but it is also nice to sit among friends and drink a nice cold beer once the job is done.
Life will be even better Sotto. Maybe happiness don't last forever, but for sure neither does the bad stuff in our lives. You learned, evolved and is prettier then ever. And we all love you lots.
