Turning Point

[PacLove]

Spent the weekend mostly with D and family. W didn't manage to insert her into any plans and stopped trying after I reminded her on Friday that it's my weekend with D and she was then one that asked for space.

Saturday night I violated rule #36 as my Family visiting really wanted to go out - I now know whey this rule exists. Temptation is too great, I didn't do anything I would regret but on one side it's nice to know that there are women out there that still find me attractive. It is very easy to slip though after a few drinks so be careful! I think it's safe to say I won't be hitting the bars/clubs anytime soon again.

I found out through a friend this weekend about some of the issues that are really bothering my W about our R, nothing really new and it sounded like some smoke-screening to justify her leaving me and not get into details of the A (which she didn't admit to the friend). Anyways food for though in terms of what I need to work on.

I felt a little sad this morning, didn't really think much of her at all on the weekend, but she's always on my mind. She reached out twice over the weekend, once when she was shopping asking me if I needed anything and then again to suggest dinner together before my family leaves. I agreed to the latter as it was an opportunity to spend with my D on her night with her.

Harmful or not, I'll take very chance I can to spend additional time with D and try and show my good side and changes to W.