I wanted to bring this post from CeMar out from another thread because I felt it was important enough to stand on its own.
From CeMar:
cattlekid:
Are you developing sexual aversion? Is it because of his style? Or maybe you generally are just ticked off at him in the relationship? Or is it becuase he is not romantic enough for you? There is a lot of difference between romance and sex. My wife wants romance, but not really sex.
I'm the LD partner and have had a fantastic sexual relationship pre-H with a partner who knew how to push every single one of my buttons in the right way.
Push the right buttons? Does this mean you have a problem with arousal and maybe always have? This would mean you ARE LD. If you rely upon the other spouse to get you in the mood, then this would be a trait of LD's. HD people really never need to "Get in the mood" as we pretty much are always in the mood.
Why does he flip out when you suggest something different in bed? A trait of HD guys is they like as much variety as they can get. If our wives want to try soemthing new, we are all for it usually. And soemthing else, why would he not want to do something to please you? The most important part of sex is not getting our own rocks off, but to drive the wife insane with pleasure. Heck, I would love to give the wife head 3 times a day if she would give me sex 3 times a WEEK!
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1. Am I developing sexual aversion? Probably. Sex with H is ho-hum at best. Due to some body issues (mostly his), we can only ML in a couple of positions. It's to the point where it is like "cookbook sex".
2. Is it because of his style? Yes, or lack thereof.
3. Am I generally ticked off at the relationship? Usually. But from what I have read here, if I can satisfy H in the ML department, I think I will then have a leg to stand on to request some changes in the rest of the R. But until then anything I ask him to change is met with nothing but resistance.
4. Is he not romantic enough for you? Yeppers. For me, if I am romanced, sex comes easy for me. Not so much when (like today), I am greeted when I came home with a "I should kill you where you stand" when I told him that I don't know where his sunglasses are. He always says that he says those type of things in jest but they really begin to piss me off after a while. I've told him as much but he says I am being too dramatic. Such is the stalemate of my life.
5. Do I have an arousal problem? Not IMHO. But then again, what constitutes a problem? I have no problem with arousal if approached correctly, but H has the finesse of a bull in a china shop then he gets mad if I gently suggest some corrective actions. I know I'm the LD that's not the issue here. The issue is how to turn my desire around...of course, it would help if I could get my hands on a copy of the book again (had to return mine to the library yesterday before I could get through chapter 4).
6. I think part of the reason that he flips out when I suggest something new is that I have had more sexual partners in the past than he has (this is my second M, his first and I also had a bit of a wild past in college). So I think he feels like if I suggest something new, it was something that I did with someone else and it is a threat to his manhood or gosh knows what.
7. Why would he not want to do something to please you? Who the hell knows...I think what he wants is a sure-fire, 100% way to always turn me on. And sometimes what turned me on yesterday isn't doing it for me today. That's when we really get into huge fights. I don't think I should have to explain why a certain touch or manuever doesn't feel good on one day or the next and he thinks that if it feels good one day, it should feel good every day after that.
Aaargh!! I just wish that things could be easier...everything I try seems to be met with resistance no matter what I do....
