Thanks for the encouragement,

I have packed most of her things but she will not come and pick it up. She was a pack rat and there are things all over the place. When I ask her to come get things, she tells me that I should be painting the house and not worrying about her things. We are going to have to sell the house By the way.

The whole thing has messed with my soul completely. It has ruined my life entirely. I used to be a happy person. I used to be fun to be around. Now im just an empty shell.

My music hasn't suffered much but I find myself playing nothing but sand songs.


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16