Someone please tell me I am not the only one who suffers so terribly from codependence!
you are not the only one. you are not alone.
this journey, this struggle is not easy in the slightes...think kicking a drug addiction...that is how NOT easy this struggle is.
you are right there on the verge of taking control of your life again...and i think all these emotions are good to work theough as long as you keep moving forward.