So, Tuesday morning, and I've had a little time to think over my last thoughts and my last post.
I feel very proud of how I managed to conduct myself at work on Saturday. And now I know that I can handle that side of my work with joy, grace and dignity, I feel more relaxed about it all.
I still feel like I'm on the right track with GAL and generally steering my head towards a more positive mental attitude. These are so important I've come to realise...especially having a PMA.
Thinking things over, I feel especially grateful for all the kind and heartfelt messages I've had over the past few days.
When I saw my parents this weekend, they kept mentioning how well and how relaxed I'm looking. I've heard that from a few work colleagues as well over the past couple of weeks. One has even said I look more relaxed than I have done for years (she doesn't know how long this mess has been unfolding in my M - it's been five years now). So clearly being away from the chaos is working wonders
Plans this week? I have quite a lot of my own, self-employed work to do. And I have some more work on the house to do as well. I have a couple of GAL activities in the pipeline. And that's about as much as I can pack into a whole week.
And I realise I haven't mentioned H for w while. I checked out his FB page, and he posted a slew of very strange, random stuff leading up to my birthday. I think I'm seeing some sort of pattern now in his postings: when he feels stressed and under pressure, that's how it shows up. What else it might mean, and what else he's doing....well, who knows. It's not my concern.
So that's where I'm at today. Hope everyone is as well as can be.
