Have been taking breather. I am tired. Detaching still struggle. Did get out other day to golf and kept busy around house. Finding a balance of checking emotions tough. Think have come off lately as cold so being mindful.
The feelings H has/EA is wearing on me. Following feedback to let it be but tough to keep in. When BD seems around corner is detaching still the focus and taking advantage of time given?
Was sad last night and needed a hug. Didnt seek one/any affection lately since figured persuing?
