Thanks Coconut. I haven't cried actually. I'm pretty accepting. She's the one crying now. I always knew that an affair was a deal breaker for me. Not just for what she did to me, but for what she has done to our son. She says that he's worth everything, and every hardship. If she actually believes that, then she'll make the obvious choice. If not, then she'll destroy this family and be the quitter she's said she doesn't want to be.
I'm trying to detach, and focus on myself and my son. He's what's important. He's what has kept me going since she walked out. He is everything to me, and I'll do anything for him. I did tell her that I loved her and was willing to start from scratch, because I love my son and I believe something still burns inside of her for me. It's ironic. She told me she left because she wanted our son to have 2 happy parents. Hopefully, she allows that to be true....
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.