Zuess, It would almost be easier if she would just leave or give me the BD and say I am leaving you. Yesterday she said that I deserve someone that doesn't dissapoint me. I have decided based on your post to not remain in this situation. I have some pretty big stuff to think about but I am thinking that to change my situation I will have to tell her that it is time for a D. In some respect because it will be a wake up call for her, I get it, I cant expect her to come around based on my actions. I need to change so that I can have a healthy life moving forward from this toxic situation. This will also be better in the long run form my S13. Got up and rode my bike this morning, it feels good getting back to the life that I had before I have been consumed by my W and her A's. She spent the afternoon with the OM, I am sure of it. It is crazy how the script just seems to match everybodies stich. My sitch is no different, just different people involved. Hope everyone has a good Memorial day! I am doing my best to just be me. Thanks for sticking with me Zuess, you are a huge help!
M 21 years XW 43yo, me 41 yo S13 BD March 2016 - she asked me to patient... End of June - I started the D process. D final 2/23/17 "He who forgets will be destined to remember" Eddie Vedder
