I'm tired. Of all of it. I'm tired of thinking of her everyday I'm tired of thinking there is a chance for us to be together.
I want it all to stop and let me live my life. I am finding my way slowly into where I want to be. Yet I still find some decisions to be effected by her. I ask myself. What would W think of me if she saw me doing this? Would this show her I have changed? I want my decisions to be mine.
She dropped the bomb 7 months ago. And left the house 4 months ago. It's still pretty early I understand. I had hoped j would be further along by now tho
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
