Thank you so much SadHub.

H just tried to call again. I didn't answer but texted:

"I am giving myself some time alone, I'll text if the kids need anything. I have some thinking and decisions to make."

My heart is racing and my hands are shaking but I am feeling certain in my decisions. I am taking the kids to the mall today with some friends. I need to buy some shoes and clothes for my new upcoming job in July. I also have to buy the baby some more clothing, he is growing faster than I can keep up!


M 10yrs T 13yrs
BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW
BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off
Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce
April '17-Letting go
2018 D busted
DD8, DS6, DS3