WAW,still angry, am I indifferent or detached now?

[SH_]

Short journaling for today.

It has been a fine day with my daughters again. We attended church early and then went to lunch.

We came home and did our own little things just hanging around the place. We got online and goofed off with my brother for a bit to say hi and help him not feel so lonely as his wife is still in Alaska trying to wrap up the sale of there home there.

We then went to have dinner with a couple from church that invited us this week. The wife, is a teacher for the young women at church and is facinated by d17 and the things that she does and goals that she has. They are aware of our family situation, and d17 commented on how this couple treated us so well and did not make it awkward at all when d5 would say things about her mother. Very nice couple and it was a pleasant time.

Two difficult moments for the heart today were when d5 brought me a little letter she wrote.

It said " I love my dady and mommy! They keep me safe. They hellp me be happy. They let me go outside to play." She then drew a picture of me, her and her mother.
I smiled and told her I love her and so does her mom.

The next moment was when we returned from dinner I saw that WAW had called. I knew she was calling to speak to d5 as last night she called after 8 and d5 was already asleep.
D5 put the call on speaker so I could hear some of the call from the next room. D5 explained we were at dinner and that is why she was not here when WAW called. I then heard WAW say, he goes out a lot now and has other friends now that I am gone. D5 replied, yep.

She is asking daughters a lot about what I do and who I do it with. I know as d17 has told me.

Well, not really worried or reading into it much because as I see it, she has turned things into a competition. I'll explain that another time as I am going to get some sleep. I have an early morning jog a head of me.

Sleep well everyone. It does the body and mind good. And we need both working well for us these days.