Thank you SadHub and Phoebe. SadHub, do you have a specific book you recommend on codependency? I looked it up this morning, and there are a lot of books out about it, I just want to make sure I read the right one, so I thought I'd ask you before I committed to reading one. Thank you for your support and kind words. You're absolutely right about all that you said. I finished packing my stuff today, which was extremely difficult, and he helped me load and unload my car. We managed to be pretty cordial the whole time. Now that logistics are done, paperwork is done, I have no excuse to reach out and speak to him. He did say we could potentially get together sometime this week, but I honestly think he is doing that out of guilt for putting me in this state. I can't help but believe he is doing all of this to be with the other woman. He has some strange behaviors still, and I saw that he purchased something from a Gucci store for $900...I have no idea what that was, and who it was for, but of course my mind went straight to the other woman. I am so tempted to snoop because I just want to know if this is for her, but I know that would just be another cheeseless tunnel for me, so I will fight that temptation.
Phoebe, my heart goes out to you. It's so heartbreaking when you first find out the WAS began the legal process. It makes everything feel way more real. I pray that you get through this in a strong manner, and pray that you will get something better out of this situation that you are currently in, because you certainly deserve better. Hang in there.
