Please research co dependency. You need support and assistance for this so that you can break the cycle.
It is difficult to see you going in circles and putting yourself into the situations that are sending you reeling like this.
You must start taking actions that are counter intuitive to the actions you continue to fall back on. 180's so to speak, stay out of the cheesless tunnels, etc.
You need to make your efforts for you. Cut the rope, for your sake, cut the rope and let him fall. Do not let his action continue to pull you down.
ahmeds, I am praying for you.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
