New adventures 2

[Ralph88]

I think it's great you are addressing your own issues and problems, as that is something you can actually control. Everyone makes mistakes in life and has issues. You are admitting yours. Even if you didn't make mistakes or have issues in the past, it may have done nothing for your R. Nobody knows the real answer, so why worry about the past? I feel exactly the same, but know that in a M it is suppose to be a team effort, one person can not name it work, nor would I want to be with someone that doesn't do some of the work and only blames me.