Out of In house S- Start of two homes (10)

[vise82]

Hey,

So I managed to stay for the garage sale. It was good. W and I have done lots of garage sales before and we are a good team.

I hate that this is happening to our family. I so wanted to have a R talk but know from this site that I need to wait till W comes to me. we spent all day together. After the garage sale we were invited to the neighbors pool as they have a child the same age as ours.

W and I were there and she got me beer and I helped out with he kids. We seem to get along with the other couple. It just sad that we are moving, that we are splitting.

I want to reach out to wife but now is not the time.

We had our little fight the other day and it was back normal in no time. I just miss that parts that are missing right now, the solid commitment. The partner that has your back no matter what.

I was talkative and social with the other couple. a 180 for sure but they sure made it easy.

Today we both worked together again and packed up the house. I am thinking all this work for two homes and in the back in my mind I just cant see us apart.

She has a wall organizer that has our last name embroidered on it and she said for me to take it, it has my last name all over it. Then she added not that she is planning to change her last name anytime soon.

I kept my mouth shut but I wanted to ask where do you see us going?

I see hope for us when we can spend so much time together and not be fighting the whole time. It was more of the same like it has always been, we make a good team. I just dont get how she does not see that. Life is hard as it is why start all over like this? Why put our kids through this?

My GAL soccer starts today.