"I know im emotionally broken but i really like this girl."
Hi TK, I think the above statement says it all really. If she's a great gal, she deserves a guy who is emotionally whole and healthy. Try googling relationships and entanglements - makes for interesting reading - and in your current place you'd be heading for an entanglement for sure.
So, what steps can you take to move forward to a healthier place emotionally. At the moment, you're still gravitating towards booze and women. Isn't that what you wanted to move away from?
Yes, I agree three beers isn't great - but don't worry about disappointing us - worry about your own wellbeing. Are you headed off to AA tomorrow or is it a holiday there?
I agree with SadHub, best to get out and do something. And I would also tell this nice gal that you are not in the right emotional place to consider a R just now - maybe you and she will link up at some point in the future....when you don't even need a band aid.
Hope you have a better day my friend
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