Ok. I lay here for 2 hours, trying to fall back to sleep to no avail, but it was comfortable and warm and cozy. Those are good things, so I call it a bit of nice me time.

I did listen to the f-that meditation again and the comment about the 3-ring sh1t show gets me every time. More circus analogies!!

It's a shaky morning. I can feel it when I'm laying still. That's OK. I'm going to ignore it. Time toget up and do this.

I'm thinking of the kids song: Just put one foot in front of the other, and soon...

I looked that and up just now, and it is from yet another old animated Christmas program. What's with me and the Christmas stuff lately?

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16