continued detachment, anxiety, and joys of limbo

[Phoebe]

Good morning. I did sleep last night, on the order of 8 hours of hydroxyzine-induced sleep that I so needed.

I'm still lying in bed, wishing I could sleep the day away, but no such luck. First thoughts of the day - all about H. Ugh. Back to that again. I wrote him a super brief email yesterday day wondering if the legal card had something to do with him, but no response at all. That probably says all I need to know. Every other time I've sent him anything he has responded quickly. This one he's not touching.

Tired and want to sleep more. I think I'm going to lay here a bit longer and just veg.