5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.(2)

[Natus]

So went back to the 37 steps. Do not initiate convo, keep it short and to the point, dont pursue etc and guess what now shes messaging me like crazy. Talking to me and i spied her out of the corner of my eyes watching me but i busied myself in my books. If i had turned to her she'd probably ask me what is up but i really dont want to have that conversation now.

Im going to go ahead and go away this weekend on a GAL trip. Shes expecting me to go on the kickboxing trip but i want to do a complete 180 on go somewhere else alone. The kickboxing trip is technically me working and she knows that. I want to go somewhere and have some me time instead.

Im going to have to tell her where i am going though.