And I was still hoping that H might one day wake up and realize he really did still want our M. False hopes. No one I talk to can understand why I'd ever consider taking him back after what he's done, but I guess I just wanted to believe I might have my life back. I knew that was over, but I clung to all the hopeful things H said for those first 3 months. That was cruel.
Yes, yes and yes. I know exactly what you feel. H has continued to say hopeful things to me until I left! It is cruel.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
