Life 2.0

[Zues126]

I guess I just don't know what else to say right now.

I do sometimes wonder what life the grieving process is like for those WAS's that have another R lined up before they leave or grieve.

I mean, they are still suffering a huge loss. But they're medicating like crazy. Does the pain still penetrate the medication? Does it hit doubly in a year when the dazzle wears off? Or do they somehow escape the loss altogether because they're doped up enough to make it through?

I don't know why that matters, but I confess I'm curious. I sometimes hope they suffer, but then I think they probably don't as much because a committed M clearly doesn't mean as much so the loss maybe isn't as painful. Then I stop caring because I wouldn't want to be able to get in the mind of a WAS and would rather be soul crushed and single for life than to live like that.

The sad fact is that no matter how much they suffer if and when they do, it won't change the pain you have to endure at their hands. At this point all I care about is you Painter. Thank you for sharing what you're going through so we can be here for you.