I just caught up on your sitch. I am so sorry to hear this is happening to you.
You are strong and recovering well. SH has been a huge supporter to you and given great advice.
Let the emotions flow through you and the healing will start. The days will get better. I am praying for you my dear Phoebe. Sleep well tonight.
(((((Phoebe))))
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...