What Should I be doing (4)

[Coconut]

Ok, so while getting ready to go out (she's still getting ready), i realized I don't really want to do this. We haven't gone out together for the last few months, and for the first time since this whole mess started, I'm the one who doesn't want to spend time with her. Oh well, I'm gonna suck it up and try and be fun..

I can't believe I'd rather be going with friends, I shoulda made this an outing for me instead of us.