I've decided to go out with a few friends tonight, there is football on (soccer for my American friends) so I'm going to have a couple of beers and try to unwind. Tomorrow is a new day and no plans for it as yet
I've decided to go out with a few friends tonight, there is football on (soccer for my American friends) so I'm going to have a couple of beers and try to unwind. Tomorrow is a new day and no plans for it as yet
So my attempts at going out with friends as failed miserably. Spent the majority of the night being reminded of my wife and crying. I didn't realise how weak I was until now.
Kyle, your not weak, your hurt. It's natural, took my about two weeks to stop crying uncontrollably, but getting out does help. If your not able to go with friends, at least get outdoors by yourself, nature is an unbelievable soother, it really helps. Is there a park or somewhere you can go just to walk around?
M - 9 1/2 years 5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA 10/31/16 - We sold house 01/10/18 - D Finalized
It's been 6 weeks and the tears just haven't stopped, you would think I would have got it out of my system by now. I don't really have a park but I have the white cliffs of Dover on my doorstep.
It's been 6 weeks and the tears just haven't stopped, you would think I would have got it out of my system by now. I don't really have a park but I have the white cliffs of Dover on my doorstep.
No it's 1am here, don't think it's wise to be walking around cliffs this time of night. I have decided I'm going to go an buy myself some new clothes tomorrow though, couldn't tell you the last time I did it
Yeah, feels good to get new clothes, especially when you've lost some weight... Probably good idea to not cliff walk at night, you might end up cliff diving.
Have you been getting any sleep? I had no idea you 6 weeks in, if your not getting sleep that will lead to the emotional breakdowns... If your not, try Benadryl, my doctor told me two of those is the best thing, and they really work.
M - 9 1/2 years 5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA 10/31/16 - We sold house 01/10/18 - D Finalized
