she came and picked me up today at 11 and her i and the kids went to a state park with a beach and lake. we stayed until 4 and then she suggested we stop for ice cream on the way home. we all got along and had a nice time. it felt like a family again, sort of.
she didnt "test" me or temp check me at all. we were playful with each other at times. made some jokes and laughed too.
she kept talking about her plans for tonight. she is having friends over for a camp fire. i kept waiting for her to ask me to join. but she didnt. and i sure as heck wasnt going to invite myself over. but im wondering if she wanted me to ask due to her talking about it several times. and asking me what i planned on doing later. i was casual about it. saying oh, i have a couple of maybes for tonight. we'll see what goes down.
it was nice, but i can tell that im in the friendzone right now. which is fine, im cool with that for now. for now.......
she isnt currently acting wayward. and she is telling me all about her day to day life and asking me about many things in my life.
im just really hoping that this is a step, and not a place where we are going to live forever. like it was mentioned above. starting as friendly people, learning about each other again.
i just get kinda.....suspicious after a day like today. wondering if she is caking eating, or if she is testing the waters. cause im totally testing the waters. trying to see where she is at, and where she is headed, but without asking.
