Those were both beautiful, insightful and very needed posts. I know I truly struggle with my feelings for my H and wanting him back. I realize its a want, though. Not a need. As much as I am trying to move forward with my new life and trying to find happiness through my own actions, it is still hard to move on past the wanting of having H back.
I realize he fits the "Nice Guy" syndrome, even the not so nice parts. He also seems to be going through an MLC. But how do you completely detach when you see that they are making some sort of effort on their own to deal with their issues? I know it may sound ridiculous to say I'm trying to DB and move on, but I really am. But I feel the need to watch out of the corner of my eye to see what he's doing. That want is still pretty strong.
M-51 H-54 2D-27 and 25 M-26 yrs Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15 He moved out 10-3-15 D filed 1-27-16 D final 10-27-16
