I knew a lot of this, so I think that's why it's like a cabal where you suddenly lay down all the cards in sequence. It was just difficult to see it clearly with H there. I knew it was wrong, I just kept blaming myself, I guess. Thinking that if I did something differently, if we talked about it, if we changed something, it would change.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
