Ciluzen I'm so sorry about how you are feeling, you mentioned PTSD, and I think what you are going through is equally painful. I'm at the very first stages of H's MLC, and my world of has been turned upside down. And even though he has committed to our relationship and we are (allegedly) piecing, I cannot stop grieving the future I had dreamt of. I cannot offer any words of wisdom that would take the pain away, I just want to send you ((((hugs)))) and let you know that we are here for you...
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”
