I'm always nervous, thinking of what ifs.

I'm find it hard to really be in the moment I off e can't Stettle down. Then xh2 will. Some how get something out there as a trigger.

And it's back in the loop, now I laugh more than cry tbh. I think there odd behiour him and the ow. Laughable

M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26