The begining of the rest of my new life? (3)

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SadHub,
My heart warms every time you come here to check in on me.
I haven't' posted a lot recently.
I am going through one of the three most important moments of my life right now.
Until nest Tuesday I need to make a crucial decision and this has been tormenting me hugely.
Right now I just want to say that I feel like Zues: divorce is a crime against humanity.
No children in the entire universe deserves this.
Last Wednesday I went to school to see my kids. It's STBXW day with them, but I wanted to take pictures of the Solar System project my S10 worked on.
STBXW was there, as well as a common friend, mother of a S10 colleague. I didn't know, but they have this tradition of going to a burger shop and eat together after school.
S10 invited me to go with them. At first I refused, but S10 insisted so much that I said yes.
S10 then said: "At least the family will be together for a moment." Then he asked STBXW if she would like to seat by my side and she told him not to ask difficult questions.
The snack went well and we walked together on our way home, since we live close by. When It we arrived at my street my boys simply said "Good bye, Daddy" and kept walking.
I felt immensely sad.
No kid in this world should have to say bye to his dad or mom like this.