Still here and need support

[PacLove]

I cried a lot when we told D - my W was also cool and collected. I didn't understand it a at all... the first two weeks, every time I thought about D9, I broke out in tears, it goes away eventually. I'm fortunate enough that I have D 70% of the time and the 30% my W has it - I often am home, or at least see her for a bit of the time, but it still brings me pain that we are "not a family" anymore.

Let it out, it will pass!